DRAFT. It is likely that this is my essay; not everyone will be interested; someone may be offended by my dissent and biased judgments. Do not judge me, my dear readers, please forgive me, I am baptized in Orthodoxy, but I am not a theologian. For me, the answers that I tried to find in my works written in the series “Steps to the Scaffold. Risen from the ashes” are fundamental to my worldview “I’m warning you right away. Excessive consumption of alcoholic beverages is harmful. Children under 18 are generally prohibited. I don’t recommend drinking with demons, it’s dangerous. It won't lead to anything good. I fell for it once. I still can’t write about this, it’s unprintable....”You can expect whatever you want from this gang, that you won’t even know, but you already owe it for something, but for what you still don’t understand. Otherwise it’s normal, but be vigilant! Happy reading. !With respect, Oleg Malyshev.P.S. This is the first part, in the second, I wish I could live longer.....