She was a shy newcomer who came into my class. I knew right away that we would be inseparable . Abigail and Max . It sounded perfect. Everything in her fascinated me, from the sandy blonde hair to the sweet smell of chewing gum that she smelled like. And over time, the sense of fascination I felt for her grew into something much more. All-Absorbing Love . And now, at eighteen, we were both ready to start a new way of life. I was ready to be a man and tell her how I felt. But did I cross the line , I can't get over it; I'm going to destroy everything. What I Had With My Best Friend (CM) In the hope of , But the fear of the unknown did not affect it. how I felt about Abigail , and , Damn it , I was ready for any consequences , which may arise from my honesty with her.