The main character returns to his hometown . When he arrives, he meets the past from his youth, which has lived in him all the years. “Where are you running from? From whom? From her? From yourself? Admit that this diary that you keep and take care of, that you carry with you everywhere is not a talisman for good luck . That's what you said to yourself, because it's easier. No. It's more than that, it's your standard. But you try on every woman under him, under the feelings that are in him, albeit in youthful language. And you measure your relationship with women according to the past feelings that you experienced then, twenty years ago, but that you remembered, albeit not explicitly. Maybe it's silly, but you've been comparing everyone to this girl. And none have passed the test of matching feelings. Are you so stupid that you didn’t understand her last phrase? Did you expect a frank confession, an invitation? Naive. This is not the woman, or rather the one who was waiting, which should not be missed. And you want to leave? And to whom? She is a strong woman and will not live only by memory . Time will have a calming effect on her, will cure. And where will you be? And you will remain in the past."