This book is about a young man who dreams of finding something new. He finds himself in various situations and stories. The events that happen to him are that the world we live in lives with us through difficult choices. Sometimes a young man, without realizing it, makes mistakes that become the decision of his entire fate. And through these decisions he finds joy and sorrow. In his own eyes, the young man himself, without drowning, strives to conquer the peak, but only then does he realize that happiness was five arshins. And, indignant, he strives to where his soul calls him. And, indignant, he mocks that death is quietly awaiting the end.