What to do if reality turns into a terrible nightmare where you cannot find your home and return to your loved one? This nightmare has everything - a cemetery with the dead, a giant insatiable octopus, a fight with a predator, a swamp and a lizard that tramples you into the muck - but there is no family, there is no meaning to life. The search for her home and her loved one irresistibly leads the main character to the final denouement. She remembers her real life and finds herself in an eerie reality, emerging from a deep coma. What turns out to be better - real life or a long dream? What choice will Anya make?...After reading this work to the end, you will know what happiness in this world costs. Death, comatose sleep - is it a fair price for the reckless, all-consuming happiness of love? Where is the reality, where is the disease - who can determine this? The book describes the real city of the Luhansk region, which was recently almost bombed, as well as some real people and events.