The day my brother’s heart stopped, my growing up began, but not in age, but precisely in my perception of this world. On January 4, 2008, I realized that childhood was over, and everything that I would do next in my life would have one way or another impact on my future life. Yes, of course, encounters with death have happened in my life before, such as the death of my grandmother, the loss of my born son, or the death of a pet, but it was January 4, 2008 that became the start, the motivational kick into adulthood. So. Hello, you are now holding in your hands or reading from the monitor screen the first pages of my book. We will go into my imagination and look through some moments from my life, in which there will be characters (or rather, not even characters) but living people or phrases, or maybe actions that changed me, affected me spiritually, and sometimes physically. Someone will recognize themselves from this book, and I hope others won’t, but to be honest, I don’t really care about it.....