As far back as I can remember, I pushed away those ugly demons looping their venom around my brain.Trying to turn me into a man I never wanted to be.“Do what we say or die.”Words filled with poison, they slowly dripped in my veins, leaving me a mess of a man, and walking that thin line between right and wrong.I never wanted to be a killer; now it’s a craving I need to survive.The man I used to be never wanted to cause anyone an ounce of unbearable pain, because I know first-hand what it feels like.That choking in your throat, barely able to breathe heartbreak of those who died, left behind.The men I’m killing, they left me no choice but to walk a line chalked with retaliation.To leave the woman I love behind.I didn’t take a life like they claim to cause her pain. I sacrificed a lifetime with her to keep her alive.But, after fourteen years of her living that lie, I’m crossing another line. One I was warned to never step over.“Stay away from her, or she dies.”words : 86045